Feb 27, 2005 23:51
I'm going to type for 20 mintues straight just typing saying nothing important just rambling. So lately I've been procrastinating, what's new. But I probably shouldn't do this at all because it's going to kick me in the ass later. Sometimes I think I have no idea what I want to do with my life after college or in college and other times I'm so sure I know what's right for me. Honestly I'd love to work with movies. It seems like such a facinating career. There is so much time and energy that goes into every film made. I remember spending hours and hours just doing stupid slideshows for student council but damn it was fun. Just putting things together, cut and paste, to create something that is nice to look at. I'm not sure I'd enjoy life as much if I was blind. Not saying blind people don't enjoy life but I really do love sight. Seeing a beautiful sunset, face, picture, book, animal, etc. Wow, sight is amazing. So is hearing though. Music is proof of this. Imagine if there wasn't music. What would we ever relate our emotions or hopeful emotions to? You know what is an amazing feeling... touch. I've said this before but just think about it. Sometimes the right touch can remind you that life is amazing. I don't mean in a sexual way but the sweeping of hair from your face, hand on your shoulder, strong hug that makes you never want them to let go. Ohhh touch. I think I've read that touch helps people that are sick and it makes total sense. Could you imagine being sick and not having someone there to tell you everything will be okay eventually or that they love you and hope you get better because without you there life just wouldn't be the same.
Love is amazing. Knowing someone loves you just as much as you love them. The feeling that even if you aren't with them in that moment life is still good. I've always been lucky enough to always feel loved. Never in my life have I ever felt that there wasn't someone who loved me out there. When I was a kid, sure I'd hate to say I love you to my parents in front of people, but I do and did and always will. My parents are awesome. Totally goofs, that must be where I get it. They are so insanely crazy about eachother that it sometimes puts me in awwww. The go together like pees and carrots, let me tell ya. They both know how to push eachothers buttons and do it all the time. I think a lot of people do this to keep them on their toes and remind them of who they are. I'm not sure if that makes any sense actually but oh well. You have to know who you are and when you find someone willing to figure that out with you with you being willing to do the same, that is love. Love is comfort and safety. Love is a kiss on the hand to remind you that you are adored. Love is silence on the phone that puts you at ease just because you know the other person is on the other end. Love reminds you of the moments when you were completely silly and in your own world together not caring about anything else around you. Love is seeing the other person light up when a song they love is on the radio and you just looking at them singing along with complete happiness consuming you, even if the song isn't one of your favorites. Love is the look you only give him/her. Love is trying to be funny and cheer up the other person when they are having a bad day even if you are also not in the best of spirits. Love is being yourself at all times and knowing that no matter how stupid you look to others they still think you are the coolest.
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