Loddie Doddie
Hmmmm not a whole lot has happened recently.... Last nite/this morning i visited w/nikki and her family at a BBQ. It was pretty fun. Her family is a blast not to mention how many one on one personal conversations i had w/3 or 4 of them. I didnt leave till 5:30 in the morn and would have stayed longer but i had to work later and another personal reason that still needs to be sorted out.
Well i jus got a wopping 40 hours of work this week!!!! weeehaaaa!!!! I need the money anyhow. Ive been spending it faster than ive been getting it. :( In the mean time im looking for a new job. I do have a couple of options tho':
1)I can move to Spokane for who-know's how many years to be a live-in nanny and get paid $250 a week. Pro's) New experience, have fun working w/kids, and get my life sorted out. Con's) Miss all the fun things that i have here!!
At this moment I feel liek leaving cause I dont really feel liek I have anything here.
2)Same as above only in New York and get paid $350-$400 a week.
3)Wait and see if i get my rec. leader job or...
4)Stay and work the girl scout troop this summer and hope everything gets better.
Well this is kinda short cause I feel liek shit and my spirits are low.... i actually feel liek i cant talk to anyone right now. Either cause theres no-one to talk to or the fact that the reason i even feel this way is cause the person i normally would talk to is part of how i feel. The person knows who they are, and i did text them to see wat was going on but i got no response so it only makes me more nervous that theres sumethin goin on that i dont know about. (oh and please dont take this as an offense im jus hopeing you read this before i get off work tomorrow, cause ill be givin you a call then)
"Everything happens for a reason" and by god there better be a good one.
otay to sume of you ive posted a comment your journal that i hope you read and take to heart and to everyone else I'll try and get to you.
"Its hard to convice you, but true friends never give up!"
Well i jus got a wopping 40 hours of work this week!!!! weeehaaaa!!!! I need the money anyhow. Ive been spending it faster than ive been getting it. :( In the mean time im looking for a new job. I do have a couple of options tho':
1)I can move to Spokane for who-know's how many years to be a live-in nanny and get paid $250 a week. Pro's) New experience, have fun working w/kids, and get my life sorted out. Con's) Miss all the fun things that i have here!!
At this moment I feel liek leaving cause I dont really feel liek I have anything here.
2)Same as above only in New York and get paid $350-$400 a week.
3)Wait and see if i get my rec. leader job or...
4)Stay and work the girl scout troop this summer and hope everything gets better.
Well this is kinda short cause I feel liek shit and my spirits are low.... i actually feel liek i cant talk to anyone right now. Either cause theres no-one to talk to or the fact that the reason i even feel this way is cause the person i normally would talk to is part of how i feel. The person knows who they are, and i did text them to see wat was going on but i got no response so it only makes me more nervous that theres sumethin goin on that i dont know about. (oh and please dont take this as an offense im jus hopeing you read this before i get off work tomorrow, cause ill be givin you a call then)
"Everything happens for a reason" and by god there better be a good one.
otay to sume of you ive posted a comment your journal that i hope you read and take to heart and to everyone else I'll try and get to you.
"Its hard to convice you, but true friends never give up!"