Makin Mistakes........
Im still in the process of re-evauluating myself but I just came across something that is totally devistating to me and contradicts my last entry. Here I am asking for any advice to get my "best friend" back when in reality he's not my best friend at all!!!! Maybe he's my best guy friend so i cherish that bond and friendship and hope to re-kindle that relationship and still seek advice but, I should be thankful for my true best friend... Nikki!!!!
I want to take the time out to apologize to her, I owe her more than an apology and I cant believe I was blinded by something that I wanted to believe was real. He was a good friend who showed me a good time but, he cant compare to her! She was always there for me and wouldnt let something so stupid get to her liek whats happened between me and Rico. I only hope that she can find it one day in heart to forgive me for my foolishness.
On that note I've spent the whole day thinking alone in my room....I havent left it once to except to go to the bathroom. Ive pondered about weather or not i should call him to see if i can really fix anything or not. Im also attemping to get ahold of Nikki rite now. Maybe if I tell her whats going on she can give me sume advice. The only true good advice I trust is the advice I give myself, but I always take other peoples opinions into mind...and Nikki's is always helpful.
Well I'll be leaving for now but will return later to tell everyone about my further progress!!! TaTa
I want to take the time out to apologize to her, I owe her more than an apology and I cant believe I was blinded by something that I wanted to believe was real. He was a good friend who showed me a good time but, he cant compare to her! She was always there for me and wouldnt let something so stupid get to her liek whats happened between me and Rico. I only hope that she can find it one day in heart to forgive me for my foolishness.
On that note I've spent the whole day thinking alone in my room....I havent left it once to except to go to the bathroom. Ive pondered about weather or not i should call him to see if i can really fix anything or not. Im also attemping to get ahold of Nikki rite now. Maybe if I tell her whats going on she can give me sume advice. The only true good advice I trust is the advice I give myself, but I always take other peoples opinions into mind...and Nikki's is always helpful.
Well I'll be leaving for now but will return later to tell everyone about my further progress!!! TaTa