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I think loosing my job was the worst thing that could ever happen to me!!!! At first I was havin' fun. Rico brought me into his house as one of the "home gurls" but after 3 weeks of having a total blast its came to and end. I suppose i should tell the story.....
I was invited to a BBQ at Rico's house last Sunday for Timbo's B-day. I drove all the way out to Lynnwood and got there around 5pm. I was the first only gurl there for the longest time so I had Steve call Lindsay to talk her into coming. Of course she agreed, she has sume kinda hotts for him lol. So I drove all the way from Lynnwood to Des Moines and back so she could kick it with us. We had soooooo much fun. Lindsay was way beyond fuk'd up and need i say anything that happened in the bathroom that nite. We met this total sweetheart, Amavy. Unfortunetly for Amavy she doesnt drink that often, so after 2 beers she was puckin everywhere. She didnt want to go home but she lives all the way out in Federal Way so being nice i offered to give her a ride home so her friend could go home to sleep since she had to be up at 7am and it was already Midnite. Lindsay unfortunetly couldnt stay cause she had to babysitt in the morn. So I drove Lindsay back to Des Moines and then went back to Lynnwood. Amavy taled me into doin weed for the first time. It was alright except for the fact that everything kicked in at once so I was drunk and high. I'd rather not say what happened tonite cause I know but Sumeone else mite denie it.
So the next day I spent the whole day with Amavy. I dont think I even left Lynnwood that day. We didnt wake up till liek 2 in the afternoon. Amavy and I went to Taco Time and then Wallgreens to get the boys sume creamer. Then we went to the park and ate our lunch and had a lil gurl talk. We went back to the house and kicked it all day. Amavy and I where feelin dirty so we decided to wash up. She had no problem takin her clothes off in front of me and to be honest with you I felt a lil weird about it. so she saw me topless cause I was jus washing my hair. I couldn’t find my brush so I had to wrap up in a towel and run around the house lookin for it. Sume of the guys were like how bout we don’t help you find it *wink*wink*. Funny thing was that there was only 1 towel so we had to share a white sheet...which didnt work at all. Tonya (Amavy's friend) came later...at that time I didn’t know if I was gunna go home or not so I couldn’t tell Amavy if I could give her a ride or not. So after a massive popcorn fight Amavy and Tonya left. Rico and I watched TV for a while for sume reason he acted like he didn’t want me to leave so I spent the nite. The thing about Rico's room is that when the sun comes up in the morn it get sooooo hott in there!!!! You literally wake up sweating!
AS FOR THE NEXT DAY E-MAIL ME OR CALL ME FOR DETAILS. MAYBE ILL GIVE THEM TO YOU, I PROBALLY WONT. I RESERVE THE RITE TO PROTECT THE PRIVACY OF MY FRIENDS. SORRY.
So waking up on Wed morning was a lil hard but Rico said they were goin out tonite and asked if I was gonna bring Lindsay and Brittany or Amavy and Tonya. I couldn’t get a hold of Amavy but Lindsay told me that Brittany wanted to go out there tonite so I invited her. Lindsay and I went and ate at her boyfriends/fiancee's moms restaurant after droppin off his sis at the dentist. I went home and got ready and me and Brittany decided to meet at Rico's. Well we got a lil tipsy before we went out to noiselab. And you know how things go with drunk people. We got to the club and danced like no other!! Im not sure if Ive ever danced with so many people in one nite. Rico and Brittany left and I was kinda lost cause Brittany had my cell in her car. Rico was takin his clothes off on the dance floor, it was an absolutely funny sight. Ask me for more details if your curious on anything else but once again i mite not tell.
Thursday was the day all hell broke loose. I'd like to call it drama. Rico thought I was goin around tellin stuff that im not suppose to and got mad and kicked me out of his house. He told Lindsay and Brittany that he was never gonna talk to me ever again, and so far its been exactly like that. Especially when I should be the one pissed off not him!!! It’s a bunch of BS if you ask me.
Friday I sat at home for most the time. I went upstairs to get somethin to eat and saw my grandmother layin on the floor!!!!! I freaked out I checked to see if she was breathing and she was but I couldn’t wake her up so I called 911. They came and took her at told me I couldn’t come along. I was scared and didn’t know what to do. I called Lindsay scared and of course it was their nite at Rico's. Rico and Brittany thought I was lying, go figure. My fucking god they were at his house everyday for the last 2 weeks its not liek a break woulda screwed anything up. Plus i was askin to come over and talk to Lindsay not stay there and not takin anyone home. So, I drove to Overlake Hspt and she wasn’t there so then I drove all the way out to Seattles Good Samaritan. My mom was there and told me to leave, according to her Im a disgrace to the family. I sat at a gas station for god knows how long. Finally I went back to the hospital and got the keys to my old house. I crashed there till my mom came home and found the key to my house (I was locked out) I drove back there and passed out.
Saturday (yesterday) was alrite. I went to Ev13 and watched Freddy Vs. Jason. I needed time alone cause Im feeling really depressed. I wanted to go to Nikki's uncles BBQ but I didn’t want her whole family to see me crying. It was alrite. There was a lot of blood! I also found out that Cory got fired! What goes around comes around. HR should be contacting me soon to let me know wheat going on. Later that nite I met Lindsay and Brittany at Fever/Studio B. I could still tell that Rico was mad...blah...and I felt over dressed. The 3 of us gurls danced our ass's off. I was so tired and sweaty. Not to mention getting groped by alla these guys was getting kinda nasty. So home I went and knocked out.
Here Iam.....sittin her sad that I lost my best-est friend.....I keep hoping that things will get better, but rite now I think it takes time. I need to sit down and Re-evaluate what kinda person I am. I feel like my life sucks and that I have the worst time with guys....Drew has gone to prove that.
If anyone has any suggestions as to how I can get my best friend back.pppplllleeeaaaassssseeee feel free to comment. Ive told him that I would denie everything so he would talk to me but he's still actin wacked and Im sad and lonely with out his friendship :0( look forward to hearing from anyone. take care Luv ya **