Feb 25, 2005 14:33
Ugh I have to work at the animal clinic tonight..oh boy!, but atleast its not for that long. I do have to work at Meier and Frank tommrow at 8:45am,....that blows, lol Oh well. Apollo is making me feel like shit, he keeps bringing up shit from when we were broken up, I mean fuck that, its over who cares? I just don't know. I mean yeah I love him, but Im so afraid to get hurt again, but he keeps reasurring me, that I wont, that he would rather 'die than hurt me again' and that he wants to propose to me infront of his family..eek he has a huge family, I don't know if I can handle that, espcialy since he already introduced them to another girl :/ hmm..We'll see whats gunna happen though. He wants to come home, realy bad..but hes not sure if he can. He said he might have to be there for another month, if not two. My b-day is in April...hmm I dont want to have to spend it alone, I mean my grandma who usualy does something for me is going to be out of town, and I dont have to work.. woo! :)
I got my nails done, they are pretty, the french-tip kind, that has the white tip. I love them, in two weeks I have to go back and get them filled again, but thats ok. Ok well I'm off to go tanning and then to work...woo