i cant take it anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[sweethunny540]

I wish I knew whats its like to have someone love you again....I hate feeling not loved...by anyone, the person I cared about loving me...doesnt anymore....My family doesnt love me either....I guess Im just a fuck up....I dont know how much more of this I can take...I keep telling my self it will get better, but whats the point?...it wont. I'm going to go insane if somthing doesnt get better...I just can't take it anymore..I can't.........I doubt anyone would miss me if I was gone...I mean I have already fucked up 2 relationships with ppl that I care about, and my dad doesnt seem to care...I just don't know what to do anymore...

I'm such a failure.....