Feb 11, 2004 09:02
So last night I went round for round with Damen again. It is very obvious he still cares about me, but wants to put up his tough guy act so i think he doesn't care....it's not working.
I put up an away message that said "Going to Elliot's to watch a movie, prolly be back tomorrow" So then he unblocks me and sees this, and he is like "Oh yeah, go slut around it will make you feel better" and that I should "have a little self-respect, and try to hang out with a girl" that's ridiculous. I don't know where watching a movie became "slutty" but whatever dude. I think he is feeling the sting now that Brianna has a new bf, and I am seeing Elliot...who by the is really named Steve, I guess Elliot was his pledging nickname...which thank God, cause I thought Elliot was kinda dorky and did not suit him at all. I think Damen is upset cause he is stuck down in Florida all alone with no friends, no car-yet, and he can only hang with his brother and sister. He has no girls to fall back on anymore either.
So I went over to "Elliot's" and his frat bros were like...OMG YOUR BECKY? cause i guess one of his frat bros used to like me, but I never knew, and they were like...."Elliot, that is the girl Jer used to like"...Well I guess his one bro used to like me, but never let me know this, but he wasn't there. But his other frat bro was like...he is gonna be so jealous when he gets home. So Elliot and I attempted to watch Boiler Room, but i passed out and so did he, so he woke up and asked me if i wanted to stay over, cause he lives kinda far from campus, so i did. Woke up this morning to his roomie Jeremy standing in the doorway asking who I was and how much did he have to pay me to pretend to like him. Elliot was just like "get the fuck outta my room" and then we went back to sleep. I got back here around 8:30 cause he had a job interview in Rochester.
So that has been my day/ night. blah.
Chopping off my hair and dying it today..pics soon to follow.
Can't wait for Sarah's 21st this weekend. I get to see all the girls (and boys) and take my sister out to get tanked...legally. yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ( bangs on helmet)