Thoughts Before Sleep
School has settled down a bit. I have established a routine and all is well. I ran into my old roomate today. We were polite. It was little awkward. It is not like we ever had a falling out or a fight. We just slowly grew apart. She got a boyfriend and forgot about friendships. It is amazing how soome friendships can dissolve so easily and others stnad the test of time. I am thanful fir the few close friends I have. I don't make friends easily. Scratch that. I don't keep friends easily. Nobody seems to care much about actually getting to know me. I am the girl who is just an excellent listener. Don't worry about me though. I don't need someone to care. It is tough. I would like a few more good friends here in town. I really only have a whole bunch of aquaintances and one good friend. I would rather have only one person who genuintely cares though then a whole bunch of friends who don't really care at all. I have had enough of people who can betray and lie and stop being friends so easily. I never dealt with such drama until freshman year of college. That year was full of a lot of hurt thanks to supposed friends. Makes me thankful for the true friends I have.
I know this is just kind of random and rambling writing, but I really am just so bored and that is something that has been on my mind lately.
I think I am going to go take a shower and then go to bed. I am so tired. Tomorrow I have a lot of studying to do for 2 tests on Thursday. Glad it is a short school week. I love the weekend too much!
I know this is just kind of random and rambling writing, but I really am just so bored and that is something that has been on my mind lately.
I think I am going to go take a shower and then go to bed. I am so tired. Tomorrow I have a lot of studying to do for 2 tests on Thursday. Glad it is a short school week. I love the weekend too much!