Jan 22, 2010 09:26
i saw him last night. i was safe with cameron but he was still there closer to me than i will ever feel comfortable with. i thought it was all over. but now i am scared that i will see him again. i am not sure how to feel about this. i know i can't get sad. sadness won't help. but i am angry for still being in the same county as someone like him. i am angry and stressed and anxious and i just want to feel better.
arg.