Divorce
Divorce is such a life changing event. It's been a life changing event for people who go through it but I just recently got granted the chance to begin to go through it. It's not something that's easy for me. I'm an ISFJ. I'm a feeler. I can't help but cry about this. My life will never be the same.
I chose the wrong guy. I really thought that he was the one, my soul mate but he wasn't. I guess I should've known better and I should've gotten to know him much more before having a child with him. He wasn't the one but he was the one that broke my heart into pieces and never want to have anything to restore it.
If I only knew that things were going to be like this, I would not have gotten married. If I knew that my heart was going to be broken, I wouldn't have gotten married. If I knew that he was the guy he is, I wouldn't have gotten married. I never knew that love can hurt so much and enough to make a person sick to the stomach. I never knew that love can stink so much.
Like one of my friends said, find someone who will love you more than you ever love him. It's a little safer that way. No matter how much people say that they don't change, people do change. Sometimes it's not for the better.
I chose the wrong guy. I really thought that he was the one, my soul mate but he wasn't. I guess I should've known better and I should've gotten to know him much more before having a child with him. He wasn't the one but he was the one that broke my heart into pieces and never want to have anything to restore it.
If I only knew that things were going to be like this, I would not have gotten married. If I knew that my heart was going to be broken, I wouldn't have gotten married. If I knew that he was the guy he is, I wouldn't have gotten married. I never knew that love can hurt so much and enough to make a person sick to the stomach. I never knew that love can stink so much.
Like one of my friends said, find someone who will love you more than you ever love him. It's a little safer that way. No matter how much people say that they don't change, people do change. Sometimes it's not for the better.