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im beginning to think i don't know how to love anymore.
or maybe my idea of loving others has changed too dramatically from the way i used to love.
all i know is that i dont feel the same about anyone anymore. everyone i love or have loved feels very different to me now...especially from a couple of years ago til now. i dont feel what i used to feel about anyone. i feel something but i don't think love is this ugly.
love changes people. maybe it has changed me. perhaps love has obliterated my heart so that it is incapable of feeling what it used to; i'm only to make do with what parts are left over and feel to their small capabilites.
i don't love anyone. not the way that i remember. or maybe i love, but love means something too different now.
i guess i love, but i don't want to anymore.
my heart is changed.
or maybe my idea of loving others has changed too dramatically from the way i used to love.
all i know is that i dont feel the same about anyone anymore. everyone i love or have loved feels very different to me now...especially from a couple of years ago til now. i dont feel what i used to feel about anyone. i feel something but i don't think love is this ugly.
love changes people. maybe it has changed me. perhaps love has obliterated my heart so that it is incapable of feeling what it used to; i'm only to make do with what parts are left over and feel to their small capabilites.
i don't love anyone. not the way that i remember. or maybe i love, but love means something too different now.
i guess i love, but i don't want to anymore.
my heart is changed.