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I have a cold, my Dad has a cold and Freya has a cold. Bleurgh!!!
In other news, I did my cards this morning,and they are lookin good I have to say. So im feeling very positive, but, we dont want to tempt fate now do we, so, SHHHHHHHHH, dont say I told you that.
Off out tonite with Ian, you know the one im supposed to be sleepin with. The bird he lives with and her boyfriend are having a house party so goin to that, yay, pub first then back for party. Should be fun.
Finally gotr Freya to sleep, she has been up since 7 this morning, little bugger. she looks so sweet now curled up on the recliner in a ball on a cushion with the blanket over her.
Still hopin the four of us are off to Glastonbury next weekend, not sure, still waiting to find out.
Still losing wieght, cant see it much really, but the weighing scales tell me otherwise, so thats cool. Also some clothes are now feeling alot looser. Yay!!
I want to go to London moots, but I cant, I also want to post on Wicca UK, but I cant, I dont feel comfortable anymore. Its pissing me off, but what can I do about it? Nothing, its not fair, I liked it there too, been on it for about a year now and its a great place, ive made some great friends there,and would like to go up to London to meet more of the folks ive met online, but what can I do?
Cant even go into chat anymore either on Wicca UK. Meh. It really sucks. You know when you want to say, piss off this is my toy, my friends, my playground, I was here first, dont spoil it for me, but you cant cos you will look like a right twat? Well, thats what I want to do, but I cant do that can I, why deny and expect someone to not go or do the things I want to do. Ahh well, one of us has to lose out I guess, and it had to be me. Shit ive lost enough as it is lately, dont really want to lose any more.
I think thats about it, been very quiet week really. Hopefully will have some tales to tell 2moro.
Jude xxxx
In other news, I did my cards this morning,and they are lookin good I have to say. So im feeling very positive, but, we dont want to tempt fate now do we, so, SHHHHHHHHH, dont say I told you that.
Off out tonite with Ian, you know the one im supposed to be sleepin with. The bird he lives with and her boyfriend are having a house party so goin to that, yay, pub first then back for party. Should be fun.
Finally gotr Freya to sleep, she has been up since 7 this morning, little bugger. she looks so sweet now curled up on the recliner in a ball on a cushion with the blanket over her.
Still hopin the four of us are off to Glastonbury next weekend, not sure, still waiting to find out.
Still losing wieght, cant see it much really, but the weighing scales tell me otherwise, so thats cool. Also some clothes are now feeling alot looser. Yay!!
I want to go to London moots, but I cant, I also want to post on Wicca UK, but I cant, I dont feel comfortable anymore. Its pissing me off, but what can I do about it? Nothing, its not fair, I liked it there too, been on it for about a year now and its a great place, ive made some great friends there,and would like to go up to London to meet more of the folks ive met online, but what can I do?
Cant even go into chat anymore either on Wicca UK. Meh. It really sucks. You know when you want to say, piss off this is my toy, my friends, my playground, I was here first, dont spoil it for me, but you cant cos you will look like a right twat? Well, thats what I want to do, but I cant do that can I, why deny and expect someone to not go or do the things I want to do. Ahh well, one of us has to lose out I guess, and it had to be me. Shit ive lost enough as it is lately, dont really want to lose any more.
I think thats about it, been very quiet week really. Hopefully will have some tales to tell 2moro.
Jude xxxx