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We tried, really tried, but truth be known, he would rather believe my so called friends about shit that never happened. Im not hanging round this fuckin hell hole, end up with alot of people with hexes on their asses. And what hurts is, they not for once thought about the impact this would have on Freya, and this is from a couple who have 2 young kids, not his kids, hers from previous, who have lost their dad, one died, and the other didnt want to know.
So you'd think they would give that some consideration. Who am I trying to kid? So, once again, Freya is now goin to be without her dad, and that really fuckin upsets me.
Thats what pisses me off about this village, no one can stand to see anyone else happy, they have to interfere, they have no lives of thier own, so stick their inbred small minded noses into everyone elses.
Its like a cross between Royston Vasey and Emmerdale to give you some kind of idea of the mentality. the pub we go to is smelly and horrid and full of freaks, but, its the only one.
On the other hand, i have some really good friends here too, and im really gonna miss em. THat sucks donkey balls big time. Ill miss this house, I love it, I feel comfortable here.
But the big thing is, despite everything, ill miss Dave, I really will, and ive not cried till late last night when it sunk in what was happeneing.
Maybe its for the best, who knows, but how the hell can I stay in this village now? I could, but id not be happy.
Im hurting like hell right now, mainly about poor little Freya.
A couple of people have suggested hexing, i'd love to but, what im goin to do is just walk away with my head held high and with dignity. I could go down the road now and beat the crap outta them, it would make me feel better, but I wont, ill rise above it and not give them the satisfaction of letting see that im the horrid nasty person that they think I am.
Or, maybe I should say fuck it, if you really believe that of me, then ok, ill show you what a real bitch is, and fuck em up.
But no,im not gonna rise, despite how much im hurting, and how angry I feel at seeing the two of them together all engaged and happy, whilst Dave and I are in tatters. PML, he'll prolly still hang around with them, despite what theyve done. Poisonous fuckers. But ill be back later, in a month or two, this has already been discussed. Ian and I thought fuck it, may as well be hung for a sheep than a lamb, and go into the pub last night and say, fuck you all, if ya believe this crap then we are gonna give ya somehting to really talk about. Go out of the village with a bang not a whimper. But when it came down to it, I couldnt do it. So we sat at Adams had a smoke, watched the Simpsons and drank beer. then I went home.
Ian will be heading back to Swansea on Monday, so I can catch up with him then.
So, later on today im heading back to Swansea, Wooooohooooooo. Catch up with you all soon.
Sorry it was so long, it was only meant to be a little thing sayin ill see ya all soon, im off, lol. Ahh well, I feel better now its out, i mean, thats what LJs are for huh? Not everyone can have the perfect life, or no life at all so they have nothing to put in LJ but read other peoples and then get uppity about whats written.
Poor things, feel sorry for them.
So you'd think they would give that some consideration. Who am I trying to kid? So, once again, Freya is now goin to be without her dad, and that really fuckin upsets me.
Thats what pisses me off about this village, no one can stand to see anyone else happy, they have to interfere, they have no lives of thier own, so stick their inbred small minded noses into everyone elses.
Its like a cross between Royston Vasey and Emmerdale to give you some kind of idea of the mentality. the pub we go to is smelly and horrid and full of freaks, but, its the only one.
On the other hand, i have some really good friends here too, and im really gonna miss em. THat sucks donkey balls big time. Ill miss this house, I love it, I feel comfortable here.
But the big thing is, despite everything, ill miss Dave, I really will, and ive not cried till late last night when it sunk in what was happeneing.
Maybe its for the best, who knows, but how the hell can I stay in this village now? I could, but id not be happy.
Im hurting like hell right now, mainly about poor little Freya.
A couple of people have suggested hexing, i'd love to but, what im goin to do is just walk away with my head held high and with dignity. I could go down the road now and beat the crap outta them, it would make me feel better, but I wont, ill rise above it and not give them the satisfaction of letting see that im the horrid nasty person that they think I am.
Or, maybe I should say fuck it, if you really believe that of me, then ok, ill show you what a real bitch is, and fuck em up.
But no,im not gonna rise, despite how much im hurting, and how angry I feel at seeing the two of them together all engaged and happy, whilst Dave and I are in tatters. PML, he'll prolly still hang around with them, despite what theyve done. Poisonous fuckers. But ill be back later, in a month or two, this has already been discussed. Ian and I thought fuck it, may as well be hung for a sheep than a lamb, and go into the pub last night and say, fuck you all, if ya believe this crap then we are gonna give ya somehting to really talk about. Go out of the village with a bang not a whimper. But when it came down to it, I couldnt do it. So we sat at Adams had a smoke, watched the Simpsons and drank beer. then I went home.
Ian will be heading back to Swansea on Monday, so I can catch up with him then.
So, later on today im heading back to Swansea, Wooooohooooooo. Catch up with you all soon.
Sorry it was so long, it was only meant to be a little thing sayin ill see ya all soon, im off, lol. Ahh well, I feel better now its out, i mean, thats what LJs are for huh? Not everyone can have the perfect life, or no life at all so they have nothing to put in LJ but read other peoples and then get uppity about whats written.
Poor things, feel sorry for them.