May 15, 2005 00:08
I can't sleep
My mind is too busy
I've been tired since 5 and now I can't sleep because my mind is running wild.
Fuck.
No one needs to hear that, especially me.
Why can't you just keep emotion all bottled up like normal people?
I would've taken it to my grave if I were you. But noooo. you're mr.honesty and mr. emotions are important
or something
I'm not angry. at all.
i'm just frustrated.
and upset.
and confused.
like dude. you shouldn't have told me that
it was your fault in the first place.
this isn't my problem.
i don't know what to do
i can't sleep
and my heart is somewhere else for the time
but...
ugh
my mind is going to explode.
i thought he hated me.
i think it wold've been better off that way.
in regards to something else, i need to know it's a two was street.
i'm 99% sure that it's not.
you're going to break my heart aren't you?
i'm pretty sure you are.
i need to know.
"and so i say, what am i to you?"
yeah. seriously.
this is just kiling me, and it'll kill you if i ask
and to be quite honest.
i don't think i even really want to know.
i'm going to vomit.
too much information
too much stress
too much upset.
i need to just eat the rest of the "twisty bread" and watch the rest of my DVDs
i'm going to loose it real soon.
i.
ugh.
my life.