just when everything seems okay

Oct 20, 2004 19:08

well as much as i'd love to lie and say that life is absolutely perfect, i can't. but i will not whine however because if i ever read this some months or years from now i would be pissed because i hate when i whine. blah. maybe i should just stick with good news.

i thought i was going to die the week of midterms. everything was making me stress out and freak, but i guess in the long run it turned out for the better because i got all A's!! totally don't know how i pulled it off, it was totally amazing, somehow i managed a 90.0000000 in ap eng! how? physics i thought i would be getting an A anyway, and same with journalism. welp, that's the good news.

i can say a lot of personal things have been going on. i'm trying to find out what in the world is making me so upset with myself. truthfully i'm better now than i've ever been, probably more responsible too and somehow i feel like a bigger loser. i guess life can bite you in the ass when you least expect it.

last weekend i think i was so happy about midterms being done i went over the line. anyway, i guess i shouldn't regret anything now, but i should of just read for english because i can not believe that i have to read this whole book by next tuesday? i feel even more stressed than before midterms now.
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