Oct 16, 2004 14:09
*sigh* <-- and that's a happy sigh. i don't know what i can say. i don't know if i should give away any personal information. i don't know what to do. i don't know what to say. everything has got me picking my brains apart. i'm totally lost, and scared... but at the same time i feel like on top of the world, i feel alive, i feel refreshed, i feel fulfilled. omg.
i've definitely ignored lj for far too long. i'm sowwy sweetie. haha. i was so stressed before mid-terms, but now that's over with. and everything did turn for the better. now i only have to concentrate on cleaning my room [which i've neglected for months], reading for ap english, and college stuff. at least i can now list the stuff i need to do which makes me feel more relaxed, before my to-do list was like unbelievable.
alli cut her hair, whoooaaw guurrl, i can't wait to see it.
my mom got the late birthday card and she was so happy, thank god i did something right. she's talking about vacation now too, wheeeeh.
last night was insane. first i hung out with robin and caught up with news. then when i thought nothing was going to happen i got into my pj's and curled up on the couch to watch tv. prince charming jay came and both him and misha convinced me to get dressed and we went to st. augustine to walk around. i love being there at night, last time i went was last year during christmas and that's when it was really amazing. anyway, we walked around got some cappuccinos. after we got home and watched a movie with me and jay. the night was perfect.