russia is for lovers
i fly back in a week. i'm not looking forward to going back to russia but i know i have to. theres something in me that wishes i could take everyone that i love there. to show them what happens in my daily life.
my boyfriend is spending his christmas break with me. i'm glad of this. more then glad...i think no word can express my feeling for him being by my side. it's just so amazing. last night when he dropped me off at home& i gave him his 2nd gift for christmas, he said it didn't seem like a year& six month but just like we just started dating again.
i remember when i first saw him& i wanted to talk to him but he was the first person tobreak the silence
' ever heard of MSI?'
'what?'
'mindless self indulgence.'
'noooo, nevvvver.'
'i'm going to burn you a cd& you'll have tell me if you like them.'
'uh, okay.'
i felt like a catholic school girl that had been a hermit since birth. it was thunder in my heart& i want to kiss him.
when we first hung out. it was atthe library park. we walked around& found our way
across the street at a barber shop. there were chairs& he asked me if i would like to sit down.
i want to just crawl in his lap& have my way with him. i did, however control myself& listened to him talk about what he wanted to do when he left school. i kept watching his eyes& how they gleamed in from the street lamps& his lips, oh, i wanted to taste them.
few months later, we're laying on my granparents parlor room floor& he takes my hand&--
'will you be my girlfriend?'
'of course!'
it's sweet, young& romantic.
i can't wait for the two year mark... thats just a few months away. :]