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Today I changed my prescriptioned meds from Paroxetine to Escitalopram. The paroxetine seemed to cut out the 'middle-man' in my depressive cycle, cutting out the crying for hours BEFORE suicidal thoughts, to clearly and calmly thinking such things. Hopefully the escitalopram will cut both ( Read more... )

I need to get around to checking my hotmail account, haven't opened that up in a week. And I need to get around to replying to comments here. And reading LJ posts, I've been quite neglectful. I suppose I'll get around to it after cleaning the kitchen and watching some Stargate SG-1 Season 7. I'll finish the disc I'm up to then hop back on here ( Read more... )

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"What you lack in experience," he grinned menacingly, "you make up for with enthusiasm." secret #10.


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"I feel good about the sins that I inflict on my own skin."
Everclear. When it all goes wrong again.
you know how i've been saying that i didn't believe my cut to be severe enough? i severed it up (hah). call me shredder.
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changed my default userpic to something a bit more... recent. so recent in fact, the 4 new userpic photos were actually taken this evening. dun dun duunn ( Read more... )

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merry christmas, all. enjoy your holidays and may the new year bring all you're hoping for.


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a lone picture (and not even a recent one so whats the point?), but i'll upload more some other time.


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