something of nothing
He stole her heart, and kept it in a box by the bed. She found it one day, and asked him what it was.
"Oh, nothing," he replied. - secret #62
Day #3 of my pills. Paroxetine Hydrochloride. Been looking up info online about the stuff and if I take amphetamines while on it, I greatly increase my chances of developing serotonin syndrome, which can be (worst case) fatal. That makes me laugh, I've always been a risk taker not because I'm interested in the rush but actually quite the opposite. I really don't care about the consequences, not throwing caution to the wind but merely ignoring the caution. Throwing caution aside implies that I once held it in my grasp, once considered it.
But still, we'll see how I am at the end of the week, drink a few mother's and if that goes well, bomb a few points. If it turns out I can't use anymore, I guess that just mean's we will have more money? *shrugs*
I haven't gone on MSN in a while. Strange. I want to talk to people but I don't want to type, sit here or engage in conversation really. I guess I just want the company. I guess I don't want it to just be online. Ugh, sharing the same space, perhaps. Maybe email is a better way to keep in touch with me? Or here. I like here.
Jasmin arrives in Sydney this Thursday. Yay! Babe, I won't be able to meet you on the Thursday unless you're okay with it being a very late lunch, closer to afternoon tea or dinner. Because at 1:30pm I have my uni tutorial registrations. They're done online and will only take a few minutes but I need to be at a computer to do it, and then I can come to the city (about an hour travel). What do you think? I'll text you about it. Oh oh oh, and buy some chocolates from me for my uni musical fundraising. Hehe.
"Oh, nothing," he replied. - secret #62
Day #3 of my pills. Paroxetine Hydrochloride. Been looking up info online about the stuff and if I take amphetamines while on it, I greatly increase my chances of developing serotonin syndrome, which can be (worst case) fatal. That makes me laugh, I've always been a risk taker not because I'm interested in the rush but actually quite the opposite. I really don't care about the consequences, not throwing caution to the wind but merely ignoring the caution. Throwing caution aside implies that I once held it in my grasp, once considered it.
But still, we'll see how I am at the end of the week, drink a few mother's and if that goes well, bomb a few points. If it turns out I can't use anymore, I guess that just mean's we will have more money? *shrugs*
I haven't gone on MSN in a while. Strange. I want to talk to people but I don't want to type, sit here or engage in conversation really. I guess I just want the company. I guess I don't want it to just be online. Ugh, sharing the same space, perhaps. Maybe email is a better way to keep in touch with me? Or here. I like here.
Jasmin arrives in Sydney this Thursday. Yay! Babe, I won't be able to meet you on the Thursday unless you're okay with it being a very late lunch, closer to afternoon tea or dinner. Because at 1:30pm I have my uni tutorial registrations. They're done online and will only take a few minutes but I need to be at a computer to do it, and then I can come to the city (about an hour travel). What do you think? I'll text you about it. Oh oh oh, and buy some chocolates from me for my uni musical fundraising. Hehe.