A little change in plans....
Well, it's now 9:10 AM on a Tuesday. What does that mean? Yep, my class is starting right fucking now. Why am I not there? Well.... I've missed pretty much the last 3 classes. I missed yesterday because yesterday morning I realized that we'd be having a quiz that day over the stuff I missed on Friday. THIS morning I saw that we'd be having a quiz over the stuff I missed YESTERDAY. So today, I decided I'm dropping it. I've been in college for 4 years now, and now I see that there is definitely a reason why I have never attempted summer school in the past. AGH I am so mad at myself, but this is just what I need to do. If I continue in this class and stress myself out worrying about it, by the time fall semester starts, I'm gonna be fucked because I won't have had enough of a break. I am going to change my schedule around so that I can take this class in the fall, and then at least I will still be done with accounting in December. As far as the second major, well, I only added that so that I could get enough hours to become a CPA. I still really want to do that, but I don't know that I am ready for that challenge right now. I think maybe I should just get my bachelor's in accounting, maybe start working in the field, and go back and get my finance degree and my CPA later... or I could still follow my original plan... which was to finish accounting in the fall and work at a full time internship next spring while I studied for the CPA exam. Then I'd take the exam in the summer and finish up my finance degree after that. Maybe that would give me enough time off to be ready to get back into school, and actually working in the field would give me more motivation to want to go back and get my CPA. For whatever reason, I just can't do it right now. Yeah, I suck. Yes I am a piece of shit for not being able to just pull myself together and do what I need to do to make the grades... but at least I realize that and I'm trying to not pull my GPA down any worse than it already is. And at least I will still have a degree in December... most people don't go to school for more than that anyway! How do you go about dropping a class when it's halfway over though? Hmm... yes, another W on my transcript! Just what I've always wanted... guess it's better than another D. :/