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Heart broken...me wtf??? this is really rough...I thought i was heart broken with jamie..I was...in a way....I was kinda just obbsessed with him....But this is so dif. this is 9months dif....fuckin ...erg...I and andy cryed lastnight.....i never knew he cryed...he tryed to get off the phone so i wouldn't hear him but i did hear him. He was crying...so was i so i guess we are both fucked there huh? ......Just friends seems to hurt more then if i just blowed him off and if i hear this tiffiny bitches name a fuckin gain....erg...he says she reminds him of me and its scary how much alike we r...THATS GOOD..heres the thing is he just dateing her cause she is alot like me..i talked to her b4 this shit wint down...she seemed kewl...she never gets along with chicks and she wants to chill with me cause she thinks we would get along...Yo at this point i think i am goin to smack a hoe...if you made your choice and you think you will be happy then you wouldnt have been crying over the thought!! I never heard andy cry. EVER he usually just says fuck it and moves on.......God i wish i didn't care anymore...I can't cry anymore..I lost all i had and I am left with nothing but tears and heart break...bambina i am sry but ...I can't even think 2 consider goin back to what we was..I think u shoulk just move on. If you find someone awsome if you don't then when we are both ready shit will change........I can't get this off my mind.....i am ready to freak out again...HEART BREAK SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!! How can you simple just through all 9 months away and go to someone who is just like me? Everytime you are holding her will you think of me? How can you tell me you love me so much yet go to someone so much like me....I thought i wouldn't care when you got with someone else i thought that i would just move on but its hard to just stop thinking about someone i got so used to thinking about.....I just can't wait till the day that i call you and she is there i will flip shit on her. I know that She is a good fighter and she fights just like a guy and she has kicked many girls and guys asses but I so have i and i will no matter what fuckin kill her...!!!
andy how could you do this ...this shit just isn't right....fuckin a
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andy how could you do this ...this shit just isn't right....fuckin a
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