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I'm pissed off! It's Valentine's day and I can't spend it with Josie because Richmond is under a level 3 snow emergency not to mention my car is buried in the snow. I'm kind of depressed. I already gave him his Valentine's stuff, but I still wanted to see him today. And he wants to see me, but it's a 150 dollar ticket if I get caught on the road. School is cancelled, but I can't get there. UGGS. If I sound like a caged animal it's because I'm starting to feel like one. I'm sick and on antibiotics for a kidney infection and sinusitis. I have only slept 3 hours because I'm aggitated and can't calm down. I want to be anywhere but here.
On a positive note I spent Sunday with Josie and we had a good time. We went to see Vagina Monologues. I loved it of course this is the 2nd or 3rd time I've saw it. It was his first time watching it and he thought it was great. He's as adorable as can be. Then he cooked me a really nice dinner and we cuddled up and watched Scifi. I don't know how long it took for me to leave but I didn't want to but it was getting late. I didn't want to leave and he didn't want me to but I finally did. It's sad when leaving starts to get difficult.
This weekend was strange. Last week was full of sickness and antibiotics that made it worse. Note to self: don't take amoxcillin. I had a kidney infection and sinusitis. I feel much better now, just tired mostly. I'm still congested but it's not hurting my head and ears anymore. Mucinex should cut up the rest of this congestion. Now I am all itchy and need to get something for that. I hate antibiotics. They kill my good bacteria with the bad. You'd think they could find something that would only target a certain kind of bacteria.
But my weekend was even stranger. I went to baby sit my cousin's over night on Saturday and I got money to blow on myself. I bought, Addams' family DVD set that has 22 episodes of the series. I bought Futurama season 3 they didn't have the earlier ones and it was only 20 bucks. Labyrinth, and Monty Python and the Holy Grail. Then Monday I bought Rocky Horror Picture show back finally. It went by the wayside back when I was with Daniel. I didn't sleep much on Saturday and woke up with a horrible sore throat.
But I went to see Josie anyway. We lost track of time so I didn't get to go with him to Jennie's dream group. I felt horriable about it because it was so important to him. We watched Monty Python for 6 hours, and his blood sugar dropped so drastically that he was being more silly than usual. I'm happy that he's becoming more comfortable with touch and stuff and more trusting of me. So Yay there.
He has to do a congregational study and I agreed to go with him on it which means that I will be going to church. I really am afraid of going to church, it's been way too long,but it won't kill me and It'll help him. And he has to do it as part of the requirement or else I doubt he[d choose this particular church. Wish me luck though. I'll probably have to buy church clothes
I'm feeling ugly
Current mood: cranky
I have not one but 3 fever blisters that are huge and gigantic, and I feel crampy and ugly and hideous. There's no other reason than this. I'm also worried that something bad's going to happen between me and Josie because it seems that other couples around me are having horriable times. I don't want things to turn bad because I enjoy being around him.
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mrrs another sullen mood
Current mood: lethargic
Have you ever felt like you have so much to do that you are frozen in place because you have no idea where to start? I feel like that right now. I have 2 papers to write for Tuesday and a huge test coming up in March for Process. I know I should be drafting papers right now or something useful, but I'm totally unable to focus. I shouldn't be tired and sleepy but I am. I have a sinking suspicion that there is mould growing in my room somewhere. That would explain the stuffiness, and the tiredness. But I don't have time to go find it with all the other stuff I have to do. I have some idea where it would be. I always end up getting the bedroom with a leaky window. Mrrs. Anyway that's it for bitching. I just hope I can coax myself into getting something accomplished. Because I think Josie and I are spending some time together Sunday.
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On a positive note I spent Sunday with Josie and we had a good time. We went to see Vagina Monologues. I loved it of course this is the 2nd or 3rd time I've saw it. It was his first time watching it and he thought it was great. He's as adorable as can be. Then he cooked me a really nice dinner and we cuddled up and watched Scifi. I don't know how long it took for me to leave but I didn't want to but it was getting late. I didn't want to leave and he didn't want me to but I finally did. It's sad when leaving starts to get difficult.
This weekend was strange. Last week was full of sickness and antibiotics that made it worse. Note to self: don't take amoxcillin. I had a kidney infection and sinusitis. I feel much better now, just tired mostly. I'm still congested but it's not hurting my head and ears anymore. Mucinex should cut up the rest of this congestion. Now I am all itchy and need to get something for that. I hate antibiotics. They kill my good bacteria with the bad. You'd think they could find something that would only target a certain kind of bacteria.
But my weekend was even stranger. I went to baby sit my cousin's over night on Saturday and I got money to blow on myself. I bought, Addams' family DVD set that has 22 episodes of the series. I bought Futurama season 3 they didn't have the earlier ones and it was only 20 bucks. Labyrinth, and Monty Python and the Holy Grail. Then Monday I bought Rocky Horror Picture show back finally. It went by the wayside back when I was with Daniel. I didn't sleep much on Saturday and woke up with a horrible sore throat.
But I went to see Josie anyway. We lost track of time so I didn't get to go with him to Jennie's dream group. I felt horriable about it because it was so important to him. We watched Monty Python for 6 hours, and his blood sugar dropped so drastically that he was being more silly than usual. I'm happy that he's becoming more comfortable with touch and stuff and more trusting of me. So Yay there.
He has to do a congregational study and I agreed to go with him on it which means that I will be going to church. I really am afraid of going to church, it's been way too long,but it won't kill me and It'll help him. And he has to do it as part of the requirement or else I doubt he[d choose this particular church. Wish me luck though. I'll probably have to buy church clothes
I'm feeling ugly
Current mood: cranky
I have not one but 3 fever blisters that are huge and gigantic, and I feel crampy and ugly and hideous. There's no other reason than this. I'm also worried that something bad's going to happen between me and Josie because it seems that other couples around me are having horriable times. I don't want things to turn bad because I enjoy being around him.
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mrrs another sullen mood
Current mood: lethargic
Have you ever felt like you have so much to do that you are frozen in place because you have no idea where to start? I feel like that right now. I have 2 papers to write for Tuesday and a huge test coming up in March for Process. I know I should be drafting papers right now or something useful, but I'm totally unable to focus. I shouldn't be tired and sleepy but I am. I have a sinking suspicion that there is mould growing in my room somewhere. That would explain the stuffiness, and the tiredness. But I don't have time to go find it with all the other stuff I have to do. I have some idea where it would be. I always end up getting the bedroom with a leaky window. Mrrs. Anyway that's it for bitching. I just hope I can coax myself into getting something accomplished. Because I think Josie and I are spending some time together Sunday.
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