Him: Cause you said you had a test in February and I figured if you passed you would tell me.
Me: Well maybe I wouldn't have.
Him: Alright. I'm sorry I even brought it up.
Him: Got to go bye.
Me: Bye?
Him: Bye.
Me: Did I upset you?
Him: Don't worry about it.
Me: I'm sorry if I did.
Him: You did frustrate me. You mention two topics but you don't give me your feelings on either. You just change the subject. That doesn't always work.
Me: What two topics? I only know the driving one.
Him: Nevermind. I just overreacted. I have no right being mad.
Me: I had my first test on the 18th. I failed because I forgot to change to the left lane to make a left turn and I kept stopping at an uncontrolled intersection when I wasn't supposed to . My next try is on March 11.
Him: I don't want to pressure you into anything. I know I'm kinda pushy but it's just my curiosity.
Me: I don't know when or if I'll get a car anymore. If I do it won't be something i get to chose. it'll probably be a Honda Civic. I probably won't get to drive to school either.
Him: It's no big deal.
Me: You'll have to put up with me for awhile longer.
Him: I don't have a problem driving you around.
Me: But you complain about gas money no matter how much I leave for you.
Him: I don't want you to leave me money. The gas I use up has very little to do with you. Yeah, I complain about gas money but it's not your job to give me some.
Me: You told me it would save you gas once I could drive. So I gave you money cuz I can't do anything else.
Him: Forget what I said and stop giving me gas money.
Me: I feel useless when you go on about driving.
Him: I'm sorry I don't like gas prices cause they're ridiculous and yes when I first got my license I was taken advantage of and I was very frustrated with that but I don't want you to feel responsible cause you're not.
Me: What do you want me to do now then?
Him: Don't worry about it if you don't drive. It's no big deal. I make more than enough to pay for gas.
Me: Fine.
Him: Why are you mad?
Me: Cuz you started this damage out of nowhere and now you're brushing it off.
Him: I give up.
Me: On me?
Him: No it's pointless to try to even discuss something. It won't get us anywhere so we might as well keep them from each other.
Me: Basically, you've given up on me.
Him: You know what the fuck is the point of staying together when we are never on the same page in an argument?
Me: The argument happens because we're not on the same page in the first place. Can we please talk in person before we do anything permanent?
Him: I'm not saying I want to break up.
Me: You said what was the point of staying together.
Him: Cause I'm frustrated. Closer to pissed off.
Me: Tell me what you want me to do. I don't want to make you any more mad.
Him: I don't want to tell you what to do.
Me: Then tell me what you want.
Him: I want to be with you.
Me: I don't know what to do to be the person you want to be with.
Him: I don't want you to change.
Me: How am I supposed to make you happy if I make you mad and bore you by being the person I am?
Him: You do make me happy.
Me: But you're upset now.
Him: Doesn't mean I want you to change.
Me: I never intended to change for anyone.
Him: You make it seem like you are trying to change for me.
Me: No. I realize I'm not everything you're looking for.
Him: You're plenty of what I want.
Me: Regardless of how useless or irritating or imperfect I feel, I won't change.
Him: You're not any of those.
Me: Stop. I'm irritating. I frustrated you. I'm imperfect. Nobody is perfect. Anybody who is is a fucking lie.
Him: Everyone frustrates me from time to time but quit knocking yourself. I hate that.
Me: Then stop telling me lies to make me feel better.