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Okayyyy so Shawn came over around 7 and we played super smash bros brawl. Then my sister came home and wanted to play it obsessively. And he got bored but Sam didn't. So we stopped playing and I kept telling Sam to go away but she wouldn't take the hint. WTF. Dumb little sister. So Shawn and I ended up moving downstairs. We stood around in the kitchen and talked about stuff. And I gave him a tour of the house for awhile and then we ended up in the lichen again before my dad came home.
My dad said hi awkwardly like I told Shawn he would. So yeah... He retreated upstairs for the night and I tried to get Shawn to eat because his stomach was making a bunch of sounds. Then I had to feed him a couple times before he would do it himself. Lol. Then I grabbed him from behind and we started waddling around the island in the kitchen. And then we went back into the living room and he sat on me cuz I was still behind him. We ended up laying on te floor for awhile just talking and cuddling. We talked about a ton of random stuff like waterbeds, WWII, grandparents, etc. And he kept rolling over and switching places with me. Lol. So yes, there was some rolling around involved. And I ended up getting sex hair after awhile. And I was on top of him once. Not straddling him but I was propped up over him. Then he turned it around on me. And once he tried to pick me up and he couldn't do it so well. I warned him that I was heavy. And he said he was just weak. When he laid me down on the couch he kinda just hovered over me for awhile. Then he kissed my cheek And a couple times he almost touched my boob and butt. Lmao. I guess he doesn't aim so well since I'm always wearing baggy clothes. We got a lot of facetime too. So that was cool. He would always say my nose was cold. And he had his chin on my boob once. That kinda hurt.
We wandered back into the kitchen again and we talked about my happy week. Lmao. He asked if I was still on it and I said "no. Would it make it awkward if o was?" since we were super close. He said no. So I continued with some more details. He didn't get awkward. Actually he got curious. Lmao. He asked if I bled on the sheets. And what I did to get it out. Guys are weird.
He left around midnight. We were standing at my front door for maybe ten minutes. What about? He looked weird and I asked him what was up. He said nothing I said it was something. We started our usual game only with roles reversed. He eventually said something. And o asked what. And the game started over again. All o this while we were forehead to forehead. Lips maybe an inch or less apart. I did this on purpose cuz I knew what was on his mind and wanted to make it easier for him. I even closed my eyes for a bit. But he didn't take it so I rolled my head onto his shoulder. And laid there for a sec. Eventually he gave in and kissed me tho. I remembered to close my eyes but I didn't remember to part my lips. They were stuck together anyways. He said that he was thinking about it for the last half hour. And then he kissed me goodnight a second time but I forgot to close my eyes that time. orz. Luckily he didn't see. He took a second to open his so I think I'm safe. Lol.
He's gonna pick me up tomorrow and we're gonna go meet nel's mom since she's doing well. It'll be interesting.