May 10, 2007 11:05
well well. I don't really have time to be updating this as much as I have been, but I think that's ok. I have done nothing but go to class, work and do homework for two weeks. A little partying, a little hanging out, but not too much. At this point, it doesn't look like it's gonna get much better. I just need to stay on top of the ball and do what I need to do and maybe I'll survive this term.
A lot of emotional rollercoastering this week. Not so much fun, but I guess it's something I've needed to handle for a while now. I'm not sure how's that's gonna change the dynamic of other relationships, but I need to do it, other people can wait. Looks like it's just gonna be me and Gus (my fave little man) hangin out until I figure out what the fuck's wrong with my head.
Haven't even looked in the general direction of my horn recently, which will definitely bite me in the ass, especially because I promised Battista I'd murder him on auditions in the fall. oops. I need more free time. But it's oh so hard to come by.
I'm gonna be ok, I think.