right now.....

[sweetasylumm]

i miss my dad. i miss everything about my dad. i miss the things that annoyed me. i miss him always having something smart alec to say no matter what the situation (like me), i miss him singing on the top of his lungs to wake us all up in the morning, i miss him singing along with whatever instrument he just got this week, i miss him being up in the morning even though im almost 20 and im either going to college or work, i miss his happyness and sarcasticness in the morning, i miss the way he laughed really hard during a movie or whenever something was really funny, i miss arguing with him about how your only supposed to wear hawaiian shirts during the summer, i miss how he thought he was always right, i miss him being there to answer my stupid questions, i miss him falling asleep in his chair, i miss my dad and my brother arguing about sports, i miss our family debates, i miss him trying his hardest to match his suits for work and never no matter how hard he tried matching, i miss him stealing my favorite brush to comb his hair, i miss the sound of his voice, i miss hearing him and my mom arguing about whos turn it is to pick the television show and him always losing, i miss him picking on me about our clothes, i miss him asking: "how are you? how ya been? how are ya gonna be? Goooddd", i miss his smile and i miss his frown, i miss his advice, i miss him telling me that no matter what hes always going to be there for me, and i miss that peice of my soul that has been ripped out of my heart the second i found out my dad was dead.

i dont think care about whats going on with almost anything else.

i miss my dad.

the end.