May 22, 2006 12:27
i didn't know it would be this hard. There's nothing left to say to you, but there are still so many unanswered questions - mostly Why? Why did you do this? What were you trying to accomplish out of all this? i know there were at least three times that night when you wanted to message me but hesitated and stopped. What did you wanted to say? What could you possibly have to say after this?
Time and time again, you've hurt me too much, but still i've let you come back into my life. God grant me the courage to leave you for good this time.