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there are birds singing outside my window. its like 12 am. shut the fuck up already. its getting annoying.
this song is really good. it ment alot to me when i was actually 15 ["caught in betwen 10 and 20"]
so amber m and megan came over earlier after gradation. the g-units are here [grandma and grandpa]. ive almost stabed myself in the eye several times today. alcohol was available. and now i dont feel so good. amber and megan left so i ocupied myself with a glass and some sort of mixture with wiskey and blue bery juice [i'm assuming blue berry cause it was blue] called a Blue Hurricane or Tsunami something to do with water. and again i dont feel so good. i dont actually recal how much i've drank. i had to make their fucking bed! those old people couldnt even make their own bed! and i kept bitching about it so i'm in my room, and i forgot my fucking drink when i went stomping down the hall.
ps. to everyone: when ever i try to drink wiskey slap me because i get mean. and violent. and uncoperrative. and all around stupid.
lots of lve,
amber.
this song is really good. it ment alot to me when i was actually 15 ["caught in betwen 10 and 20"]
so amber m and megan came over earlier after gradation. the g-units are here [grandma and grandpa]. ive almost stabed myself in the eye several times today. alcohol was available. and now i dont feel so good. amber and megan left so i ocupied myself with a glass and some sort of mixture with wiskey and blue bery juice [i'm assuming blue berry cause it was blue] called a Blue Hurricane or Tsunami something to do with water. and again i dont feel so good. i dont actually recal how much i've drank. i had to make their fucking bed! those old people couldnt even make their own bed! and i kept bitching about it so i'm in my room, and i forgot my fucking drink when i went stomping down the hall.
ps. to everyone: when ever i try to drink wiskey slap me because i get mean. and violent. and uncoperrative. and all around stupid.
lots of lve,
amber.