May 23, 2005 10:38
okay long story short. parents=assholes! i'm "grounded" because i did not so good in a couple classes and have to make them up in summer school. no problem right? wrong my douch bag parents wont forgive the slightest slacking off. it ridiculous, honestly.
i havent gone to a local show in so effing long its rediculous. they wont let me go out with friends. i'm having local scene withdrawles, i thought i saw people in bands walking around my house or on the tv. i'm going insane in the hell whole i call a home.
two sundays ago i left my house to get away from the 'rents. they threatened to call the cops and report me as a runaway. i seriously was beyond caring or wondering what i was going to do if they did. empty threats nothing more. after talking to my friends mom and dad i decided it was best to go home and face the not so beautiful music. they were sarcastic pricks the entire time. whatever i delt with it. i have nothing left to lose, and havent for a while.
after next year i'm moving out. i'll be out of high school, with a lot of money in the bank, and a place to stay if i need it. but i'll be 17. so technically still a minor. fuck them, if i'm going on to college and i have controll over my life they cant make me go home. i wont go home.
so i'm bored, tired, need a night out [or two], need friends around me, and some good unclean fun.
hugs and kisses.