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i am sick of a lot of things right now. i don't know what else to say.
people can sometimes really suck, and i find i am often surprised in the worst ways possible by people in general. it makes me feel sick... and lose faith in the way humans interact with one another. why can't people be a little more honest?
i guess i am too sensitive to the world around me, and it sucks when people don't see that about me - and just decide to say and do whatever they want without any regard to how it might affect me.
i am so sick of feeling so emotional this summer, and writing things in here that make me seem like the type of person who lives their life as if everything revolves around their insignificant (in the grand scheme) ongoing problems. i know there are things out there that are more important, but it is hard to get past your own problems when you feel you are stuck standing in one place and are consumed with sad and frustrated thoughts every other day.
and another thing, i don't get why i can't just meet one person who is really great and will care, be silly with me, stand up for me, and stick by me. it's not like i want super seriousness - but it'd be nice if one day i could have that without so many strings and complications attached. and without any interference.
i used to have that. but i don't know where it went.
people can sometimes really suck, and i find i am often surprised in the worst ways possible by people in general. it makes me feel sick... and lose faith in the way humans interact with one another. why can't people be a little more honest?
i guess i am too sensitive to the world around me, and it sucks when people don't see that about me - and just decide to say and do whatever they want without any regard to how it might affect me.
i am so sick of feeling so emotional this summer, and writing things in here that make me seem like the type of person who lives their life as if everything revolves around their insignificant (in the grand scheme) ongoing problems. i know there are things out there that are more important, but it is hard to get past your own problems when you feel you are stuck standing in one place and are consumed with sad and frustrated thoughts every other day.
and another thing, i don't get why i can't just meet one person who is really great and will care, be silly with me, stand up for me, and stick by me. it's not like i want super seriousness - but it'd be nice if one day i could have that without so many strings and complications attached. and without any interference.
i used to have that. but i don't know where it went.