A new start
I am starting over once again. I am trying to get ready for Yule. i will be glad when this year is over and I am hoping next year will start off with a bang. I have a lot to learn in my life. I need to find out who I am and what I am going to do with my life. I am going to start off on a new foot this next year. Try not to hurt anyone and to make a few new friends. I will be so glad then my divorce is over, how long that will be who knows. I am going to make a few new years wishes but not sure what they will be. As of right now I am just wishing for happiness. I know that I should say I need to quit smoking and to loss weight, and maybe those are some of the things i will work on. I need to get in to talk to a counseler and I will after the holidays. I have had a few months now with a lot of pain in my heart and a lot of choices I have had to make. I have tried to make them the best I can and I hope everyone understands. All I can to is to try my best in everything I do. I hope every one has a great Yule and a happy New Year. Brightest blessings to all.