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i woke up my mom at 230 am because i just couldn't take it anymore.
i give up.
i'm not letting anyone else decide if my punishment is over, or if i've paid enough for what i've done.
enough is enough.
i've done all that i could possibly think of.
and tonight for the first night in a long time i'm not getting down on my knees like a jackass to pray, because i don't even believe in that anymore.
you are going to be so proud of me
i give up.
i'm not letting anyone else decide if my punishment is over, or if i've paid enough for what i've done.
enough is enough.
i've done all that i could possibly think of.
and tonight for the first night in a long time i'm not getting down on my knees like a jackass to pray, because i don't even believe in that anymore.
you are going to be so proud of me