*cries* (BTW I am tired and typing over a heater... It's making my head typo)

[sweet_kitty_gal]

I found out that my favorite aunt Judy died yesterday.
i don't even know what to say... as I think more about her I cry.
I can't believe she is really gone.
I got a lot of my spunk and a lot of laughing from her.. my love of light houses, birds and Coca-Cola. my interest in computers and wooden blinds.
The love of the ocean, dominoes, and drawing... and so much more... I am really.. just... missing her.
I DONT KNOW... WHO I AM WITHOUT YOU... All I KNOW IS I SHOULD

worst part was the dream.. i had a dream about a month ago... i didn't say anything to anyone.. but it was about her.. that she was going to die... (which I get from time to time about certain people... including myself) My mom knows about this... she also knows I have been starting to have smaller visions about my Gran'ma Nelson... which is also not cool.

*moves away from heater* I just don't know how I should deal with this.. this is a major blow to me... she was a really important person in my life.

I feel like singing the saddest song on earth.. but I know there isn't one that really fits...