Sep 22, 2006 23:49
Make mistakes. Change. Try. Fail. Re-create yourself. Send everything straight to hell and start again. Seriously, nothing happens.
Rationality sets in...
I am not what he wants/needs/loves/cares for/appreciates/approves of. This is not my problem; this is his problem.
What next? Pick up the pieces and move on.
I am a young, intelligent, desirable woman. I can and will be happy again, and I can and will be happy again without him. These things are true.
As for my friends? Well, I have none left. I suppose I will stop talking to Kasey and perhaps my brother. They haven't been there for me when I needed them, so that's one of those "final straw" things.
So I guess I'm on the market for new friends and a new boyfriend or two. Yes, I shall try the dating scene.
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