"I'll never look back".... [but I always will, no matter what...]

[sweet_17_low]

so to start this off with a good start. everything between alex and me are going good :P not that I think he'd do anything to fuck it up... thats all on me now isnt it? heh. but cha. I gotta meet most of his famly yesterday :P it went well... his grandma gave him mistletoe and told him to hold it over his head... haha (and then I assume come over to me...) lol so instead he puts it up in the oddrway... and calls me over and kisses me smack in the middle of me talking to him... haha and then his grandma told me about her and the mistletoe... oi. they are all pretty kewl ppl... and we ate clam chowder :D mmm it was good :)

other news? I cant believe its been almost a year since my aunt died... :( the 4th of jan man... jeeze. I think its hitting me hard right now coz for like the past 8 years we always used to go to her house for xmas... and then had her on the phone for new years... heh. I had her and jacob on the phone last new years... ima call jacob this new years and have him on the phone this time... and then next so on and so forth... I need that. very much indeed. :/

My back hurts and so do my knee's... but xmas was good :) and its not over yet :P

annnnnnnnnnnnd work is good... crazy but good... haha

and I think I did ok in school... not too sure about math but eh..

I cant wait for the 31st :P can anyone say gig and party? haha and by party I mean me and drunk ppl :P lol that shall be fun... as long as I have their keys :)

and no I'm not drinking

I'm feeling bleh right now... just thinking too much you know? way too much... but not thinking like the thinking I was thinking before... :&

I'm gunna go and hope to update later... I've gotta go get ready for my uncles... :) <3 you guys!!! hope all is well!!!!

luvs and kisses!