greetings from the sick one
so. things with alex are going ok... we talked and explained... he knows I dont care for him as much as he cares for me... and hes kewl with it... which is good... but he wasnt being completely honest with his feelings for me... I guess he cares for me a lot more than I thought... well, than he thinks I thought... so to say... cha... ie: "the other day we were laying on his bed... (sick as hell watching tv) and he said something and I said some dorky response back and he looks at me, grabs my hand and puts it over his heart and says "this is yours" with a look of I dont know how to explain it on his face... it stunned me... so I looked at him and said "your crazy" "why?" "because you love me" ... yea so bleh idk. heh. he's very much more open with his feelings now.. its kinda nice and nerve racking at the same time... shit. lol just figured I'd let you all know what was up... since he's not by my side and I'm not very busy... luvs and kisses!