Attitude change
Ok, as bad as the last week has been I expected no better today. However some things definitely changed my mood. It all started when I got a message to calllady_luna . I left work early because we were dead and I figured I would take a nap to see if that helped. I laid down on the couch and tried to nap but my brain kept telling me to call her before it got too late. So I argued with myself a bit and broke down and called. I am so glad I did!!!!!
I talked with her over an hour and it was the best hour of my day...hell of my week. It always mellows me and cheers me up talking to her. I was so cheerful after getting off the phone even kids arguing at dinner or bedtime didn't touch my mood. I went to bed more relaxed than I have in ages. I woke up in a good mood. Still didn't want to get up- yucky weather and good dreams. I dreamt about Ella coming and visiting as a surprise and visiting me at work. Some how in this dream there was someone rowing down the street and it was raining very hard. Thomas saw her driving off and yelled hey Miss Ella and they stopped (she was riding in the back of a mini-van) and she and Thomas had the whole running toward each other through the parking lot next door in the rain. It was great, she came to see me at work and we talked and knit in front of the wood stove...it was nice. I woke up smiling and I have been in a good mood ever since.
Of course it didn't hurt that when my dad came in today he said he was sorry and that I made him really think and he realized I was right!!!!! A real shocker to me.
So all in all today has been a good day, even if we have been busy- better than slow and bored I guess.
YEA! The sun finally came out from behind the clouds.
I talked with her over an hour and it was the best hour of my day...hell of my week. It always mellows me and cheers me up talking to her. I was so cheerful after getting off the phone even kids arguing at dinner or bedtime didn't touch my mood. I went to bed more relaxed than I have in ages. I woke up in a good mood. Still didn't want to get up- yucky weather and good dreams. I dreamt about Ella coming and visiting as a surprise and visiting me at work. Some how in this dream there was someone rowing down the street and it was raining very hard. Thomas saw her driving off and yelled hey Miss Ella and they stopped (she was riding in the back of a mini-van) and she and Thomas had the whole running toward each other through the parking lot next door in the rain. It was great, she came to see me at work and we talked and knit in front of the wood stove...it was nice. I woke up smiling and I have been in a good mood ever since.
Of course it didn't hurt that when my dad came in today he said he was sorry and that I made him really think and he realized I was right!!!!! A real shocker to me.
So all in all today has been a good day, even if we have been busy- better than slow and bored I guess.
YEA! The sun finally came out from behind the clouds.