6/8/03 SUNDAY (tried to post-BLOG was down)

[sweeetpeaches]

I have had enough! I hate this crap! The house is a sty, the kids are uncooperative, and I hate my life! The girls do nothing but complain. Thomas does nothing but make a mess. I am so tired of Thomas hitting, kicking, and calling names. I want DeAnne gone. I don’t want her anymore. I don’t know what else to do. She stayed with Mom and Dad for 4 days (and will until summer school is over) But since she has been home, my stress level has gone up, Thomas has been mean and hitting and calling names. He even picked up a new one….”Loser” wonder where he got that one? Not. I am so tired of it. My family is so peaceful, I get very few arguments when she’s not here, Thomas doesn’t hit or call names, I am less frustrated. I have now said she is or her attitude is bitchy 3 times this morning, for lack of better description. I know I shouldn’t, but I don’t know what else to say! I hate the way she makes me feel. I hate what she does to my family. I want this to stop!!!!!! And the only way I know to make it stop, is to make her go away!

6/10/2003 12:05:00