big changes bring big fears
my life is starting to go in an entirely different direction. this scares me...I've been so content knowing what I've been planning on doing with my life. but it seems like there might be a BIG change coming up in the near future...and I'm very excited about it. it's just so surreal--reality seems like a dream...one of those really good dreams that people pray will last only a few moments longer so that they can enjoy the wonders of a make-believe world. but this isn't a make-believe world. this is really happening. I'm still in shock. hopefully everything works out to everyone's benefit. wow i'm experiencing so much anxiety over this....it's crazy. so for now, I'm just gonna take things a day at a time and live my life as normally as possible.
Ewww I don't feel good right now.
Ewww I don't feel good right now.