Here we go again
Unemployed-again. Since last Wednesday. Feeling a bit depressed. In 6 weeks I was asked to apply for 2 higher level positions, and then 'rejected from probation' with no explanation other than 'it wasn't a good fit for the department' That is truly not helpful.
So, in the last week I have applied for 3 jobs, applied for unemployment benefits, canceled my appointment with the eye doctor-no insurance anymore, applied for an unemployment deferment on my student loan payments and tried to stay active and not feel too sorry for myself. I'm mostly succeeding at that last one, but today has been hard. Of course, the lack of sleep has not helped. Rowan has been anxious about school starting (the 2nd grade!) and not sleeping well-something he gets from his mother I'm afraid. Oh well, at least I can sleep in after he goes to school. That actually does not help and I must stop it. But, enough with the musts . . .
So, in the last week I have applied for 3 jobs, applied for unemployment benefits, canceled my appointment with the eye doctor-no insurance anymore, applied for an unemployment deferment on my student loan payments and tried to stay active and not feel too sorry for myself. I'm mostly succeeding at that last one, but today has been hard. Of course, the lack of sleep has not helped. Rowan has been anxious about school starting (the 2nd grade!) and not sleeping well-something he gets from his mother I'm afraid. Oh well, at least I can sleep in after he goes to school. That actually does not help and I must stop it. But, enough with the musts . . .