thats how i roll
I deleted all of his friends on my myspace. i know it's silly but i just dont want him to know any of my business and thats how he views my page so...obviously there not my friends if they didn't tell me or warn me about what he was doing. *shrugs*
If i look like a bitch for doing it, then i look like a bitch. That's how i heal and I know the truth, they dont. He covers it up and tells them things that probably aren't true...he's a compulsive liar. He told them the reason we took the break in the first place was because i was always bitching about money, when in reality, he gambled all our anniversary money away (with a bit of mine). He tells people he cheated cause we broke up, we were on a break. He says that from my pictures, he thought i was messing around. Way to have faith buddy. I went there for MEDICAL reasons, not to fuck foreigners. You were worried about me cheating when you should have been worried about my health. Ass
How could he tell me to come back so we could be together when your messing around. And when i do forgive you, you tell me you want time to think about us and be alone. THEN you come back apologizing!?! He's a coward and a prick. FUCK i hate him. I'm so stupid for even letting him in my life. I should have known, i should have listened to everyone. I shouldnt have trusted him, i shouldnt have believed him.
i just continue to think about all the bad things he did instead of the good and it makes the hurt feel less. If he wants to be with someone else, theres nothing i could do about it. I just think about all the shit he put me through and start to feel bad for the girl, its my healing process. lol If he wants to date around and fuck other girls, thats his business. Just dont come running back telling me your not and you still love me. ugh, dick.
But I can't stop missing him no matter how hard i try to hate him. eh, i feel so dead right now.
If i look like a bitch for doing it, then i look like a bitch. That's how i heal and I know the truth, they dont. He covers it up and tells them things that probably aren't true...he's a compulsive liar. He told them the reason we took the break in the first place was because i was always bitching about money, when in reality, he gambled all our anniversary money away (with a bit of mine). He tells people he cheated cause we broke up, we were on a break. He says that from my pictures, he thought i was messing around. Way to have faith buddy. I went there for MEDICAL reasons, not to fuck foreigners. You were worried about me cheating when you should have been worried about my health. Ass
How could he tell me to come back so we could be together when your messing around. And when i do forgive you, you tell me you want time to think about us and be alone. THEN you come back apologizing!?! He's a coward and a prick. FUCK i hate him. I'm so stupid for even letting him in my life. I should have known, i should have listened to everyone. I shouldnt have trusted him, i shouldnt have believed him.
i just continue to think about all the bad things he did instead of the good and it makes the hurt feel less. If he wants to be with someone else, theres nothing i could do about it. I just think about all the shit he put me through and start to feel bad for the girl, its my healing process. lol If he wants to date around and fuck other girls, thats his business. Just dont come running back telling me your not and you still love me. ugh, dick.
But I can't stop missing him no matter how hard i try to hate him. eh, i feel so dead right now.