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i know he's not perfect and i know everyone thinks im stupid for forgiving him. i know im stupid too.
If i should tell people the pain im going through it'll just make me look sad and pathetic. i know he's no good for me and i know i deserve better...but i can't be without him/even if has been without me. i dont know what to do and i have no one to talk to. I dont want to hear just let him go, i want to hear that i should fight. Please, somone tell me i should fight for him.
the shadow of what he did will always loom over us but im willing to close my eyes and play pretend. this is what i want and i want everyone to support me, if you love me...please...forgive him too.
If i should tell people the pain im going through it'll just make me look sad and pathetic. i know he's no good for me and i know i deserve better...but i can't be without him/even if has been without me. i dont know what to do and i have no one to talk to. I dont want to hear just let him go, i want to hear that i should fight. Please, somone tell me i should fight for him.
the shadow of what he did will always loom over us but im willing to close my eyes and play pretend. this is what i want and i want everyone to support me, if you love me...please...forgive him too.