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it's been a long strange week. it's only wednesday. today i painted something upside down. (i think the convaluted nature of the first three sentences of this entry pretty much sum up my life as of late.)
it's been a strange set of days, as i've quickly realized. i haven't been feeling well at all, my throat is itchy and scratchy all day long, but guess whose mother won't make an appointment even though my brother (no sicker than i mind you) gets to go to about three appointments this week alone. yup.
that paired with a general sense i've lost all of my drive/compassion for anything, and the idea that maybe (just maybe) not as many people like me as i thought, has caused me to feel very fatigued. stupid easter, all this chocolate around tempting me, too. that just adds salt to the burn.
but elliot smith is playing on my stereo, so i think i'm pretty okay right now, at this very moment, even though i might not be in the next.
xo
it's been a strange set of days, as i've quickly realized. i haven't been feeling well at all, my throat is itchy and scratchy all day long, but guess whose mother won't make an appointment even though my brother (no sicker than i mind you) gets to go to about three appointments this week alone. yup.
that paired with a general sense i've lost all of my drive/compassion for anything, and the idea that maybe (just maybe) not as many people like me as i thought, has caused me to feel very fatigued. stupid easter, all this chocolate around tempting me, too. that just adds salt to the burn.
but elliot smith is playing on my stereo, so i think i'm pretty okay right now, at this very moment, even though i might not be in the next.
xo