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Apparently I have now had sufficient time to morn my previous relationship and people are now wanting to hook me up with really great guys, regardless of the fact that I'm running away to Australia in under a month. They admit that the timing is bad but still they want to try anyway. It really doesn't hurt anything and i like to meet new people however, I personally have taken myself off the market. I want to be free in Australia to flirt with all the hot Australian boys, its the accent that just does me in. Unfortunately for the Australian boys unless they want to come to Canada, well Ontario more specifically since theres not much point in being in Canada but hours away from family, and since its unlikely I'll be able to convince all my family, including several cousins, to move to Australia its pretty unlikely. that I'll remain in the country for a boy.
So I'm unofficialy off the market for quite a while. That said I'm too much of a romantic to think that I could ever really be completely off the market. I'm not looking and I'm not intrested in chasing but I'm not opposed to being chased and there is never anything wrong with flirting especially when dancing.
The other thing that throws a monkey wrench is the way I date. I have never and probably will never date as convention dictates. For me its really more of a sudden jump for good friends to a couple. Note the lack of any offical date between the friends and coupled stge. I don't "date" untill my heart is already prety close to love, well really strong like and I can see love on the horizon. I'm a complete all or nothing person. I have never even been interested in more then one guy at a time let alone dated multiple guys, heck I've only dated 2 guys. The shortest relationship I've been in was a year and a half. I know that makes me weird and probably old fashioned, which I guess makes sense since I spend most of my time in the past with work and SCA.
I probably won't let myself be on the market until I'm back in Canada and somewhat settled, or at least not moving every 3 months. But I feel to young and restless to be ready to settle I mean there is so much to see, both in Canada and in the world and I enjoy being able to accept any job or course that the wind blows my way and its not really nice to do that in a relationship, not to mention that you often have to check with them when going somewhere for an extended trip, like almost a year in Australia.
Wow this post took a different path then I thought it would but meh.
Although its weird now that I've done the personality assessment from mom I'm realizing why I do things. like why I post publicly so many posts which many others would probably do privately. I figure things out best when externalizing them, working in groups and getting feedback and the seeing if thats really what I mean. and Typing entries just for myself doesn't have the mental effect of externalization so I really don't get to have things bounced back at me.
anyway I'm done for now
Love and hugs
Caroline
So I'm unofficialy off the market for quite a while. That said I'm too much of a romantic to think that I could ever really be completely off the market. I'm not looking and I'm not intrested in chasing but I'm not opposed to being chased and there is never anything wrong with flirting especially when dancing.
The other thing that throws a monkey wrench is the way I date. I have never and probably will never date as convention dictates. For me its really more of a sudden jump for good friends to a couple. Note the lack of any offical date between the friends and coupled stge. I don't "date" untill my heart is already prety close to love, well really strong like and I can see love on the horizon. I'm a complete all or nothing person. I have never even been interested in more then one guy at a time let alone dated multiple guys, heck I've only dated 2 guys. The shortest relationship I've been in was a year and a half. I know that makes me weird and probably old fashioned, which I guess makes sense since I spend most of my time in the past with work and SCA.
I probably won't let myself be on the market until I'm back in Canada and somewhat settled, or at least not moving every 3 months. But I feel to young and restless to be ready to settle I mean there is so much to see, both in Canada and in the world and I enjoy being able to accept any job or course that the wind blows my way and its not really nice to do that in a relationship, not to mention that you often have to check with them when going somewhere for an extended trip, like almost a year in Australia.
Wow this post took a different path then I thought it would but meh.
Although its weird now that I've done the personality assessment from mom I'm realizing why I do things. like why I post publicly so many posts which many others would probably do privately. I figure things out best when externalizing them, working in groups and getting feedback and the seeing if thats really what I mean. and Typing entries just for myself doesn't have the mental effect of externalization so I really don't get to have things bounced back at me.
anyway I'm done for now
Love and hugs
Caroline