May 31, 2006 20:55
hey.
"Jacob, you're a total and complete failure at everything and you fucking suck. I just don't fucking get why you don't give a fuck about anyone besides yourself. Its always me, me, me. You're almost 17 for god's sake. What the hell are you going to do, huh!? what, after highschool life is just going to place money and opportunities at your feet!? Yeah, i know that's what you think, but that's not it.!! The world doesn't work like that jacob. You are completely incapable of taking care of the simplest things (let alone yourself) how the HELL can we expect you to do anything! You lie and do the completely bare minimun at other's expenses, and we let you go to your little outing and events at the free-space. You think that's what life is like? You can just go to events at the freespace all the time?! Well it's not!!! You're flunking out of school (flunking out, mind you; not just failing a few classes. No,no. flunking out.) and you don't even get a job! you thik money is just gonna fall in your ungrateful lap!? You don't do shit!! and then you still whine and complain! do think you need to go to counselling?" (answers; No, i will tell you if I feel the need to go.../) "Y'know what!?! it's not about what you feel like anymore (than why the hell was it asked that way?)!! Okay!? maybe you need to think about doing shit that is nesecarry that you don't like!!! You're a complete and total bum and failure and completely immature and I pretty much am feeling resentment towards you! I'm trying not to freak out everytime I see your bum-face,*add-in; "you dumb fuck"* so you better clean it up!!! blahblahbalh!!!!! somemorestuff!"
okay. well, duh. Of course.
that's one of the first times I'v used Duh in a long ass time. Swiming and dumpster-diving the other night. WOLF-ing today (it's an acronym). Got my keys swiped by some little sneaky-ass fucking middle-schooler today. I was propping open a door with them so I wouldn't be locked out before my little-sister's piano-thing at Moore, and i was ten feet away for like, 15 miniutes, and when i come back, GONE!!! i looked all around within about 20 feet of the door. nothin. STUPID fucking DUMBASS middle-schoolers (minus a few). Mad fuzzy dreads from humdity, + a little from no wax since shower the other day, but mainly the humidity. I'm soooooo fucking pissed again. I was doin' great, man; feelin good, almost free from school and therefore being grounded, but i don't think so now. FUCK THAT SHIT!!!! raaawwwwrrrrrr!!!!!!!! mother fucker. Cool lab in science tomorrow. Gonna get a call bout a job tomorrow, then have to run down to bishop street to pick up an application. Well, good night pretties. I love al you guys. Latah kids.
REVOLUCION!!!!!!