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[svenrockswell]

hey yous. antother wierd dream; my little cousin cara and I and a bunch of other people chillin out. Ended up traveling the giant city and shit. then I came back to this van and my little cousin Cara whipped out two little triangular things, handed one to me and took one herself. She started talking to me about AIDS and HIV (same-ish) and was telling me that this is how you do an AIDS/HIV test. The little triangular things were spring-loaded ravors, like at the doctor's for drawing blood off the fingertip. I was all down for the test and shit, and she had me prick her finger first. I did, we collected the blood in a little vial and put it somewhere, then she whipped out her razor and dug right in to my finger pretty fucking hard, and pulled the aparently dull blade across my fingertip. It hurt(ish) and i was all "Yo! You don't have to do that that hard!". she was all "Oh! sorry!" and then blood in the vial and put somewhere. In a miniute she said that she had HIV and that I also was HIV+. I totally wasn't too worried because it wasn't full blown AIDS yet. And I couldn't figure out how I got it. I'd never fucked anyoe with it, no needles or blood-shareing or parents with it. I just shrugged and accepted it. I still felt mondo-healthy. I ended up having a talk with Jake Wartell about using condoms. wierd shit.
mowed the lawn in falmouth today. more dried papaya. took out an anarchists' cookbook from the freespace library. not your usual blow the hell out of everything, militant anarcho-primitiveist one. the preceeding seem not so much like anarchists than just another side of the military working for their own authoritarian "government". But it is such an amazing book. Great views on polygamy and society and everything. Making instruments to pavement mosaics. Soo good. Love all of you. Latah, kids.
Revolucion!!