i have been thinking about u lately. i hope u are doing well. i tried 2 waying u yesterday. if u ever need a friend i'm always here, whether u care or not.
All I can say is that I think I've come a long way in this past year, but every time I take a step forward it feels like it sets us two steps back. You're not the only one who feels like you're to blame. It's not you, trust me. I'm trying to be a more secure person, and it's not even until last night that I realized HOW insecure I am. but at least now I can focus on that. I'm not insecure about the fact that you love me, and I trust you completely. It's that I'm insecure about being good enough to make it so you want to be with me and you don't change your mind tomorrow, cause that's the one thing I'm most scared of in the world. I've never in my life wanted anything to work out more than this, normally in a relationship I don't care what happens, but this time I do. I want to be able to disagree and have an arguement and not be afraid to say what I want because it's going to make you want to leave me, cause I never want you to. Everything I do is for you, you know that... I'm here because of you, and that's the only reason.
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