im waiting
you know when everything is going so great that something is bound to fuck it up? or when you haven't felt like shit in a while that you know it's coming soon? here's my time. I'm losing my best friend, or it feels like it anyway. i have no job or money. all i wanna do is get drunk and go to the club. still havent graduated. scared about going to the ferrick concert. i dont know what i want with my life. i feel like everyone elses life is going so great.
ive figured out that im the most selfish person in the world...i want everything that i cant have and that sucks. im so jealous and mean about and to everyone its crazy. i only care about myself and my feelings that im blinded by it. i wish i could do things the right way. i wish i knew what i wanted and followed through with it. I'm a piece of shit and i literally feel like it. THE END
PS-I hate everything right now.
ive figured out that im the most selfish person in the world...i want everything that i cant have and that sucks. im so jealous and mean about and to everyone its crazy. i only care about myself and my feelings that im blinded by it. i wish i could do things the right way. i wish i knew what i wanted and followed through with it. I'm a piece of shit and i literally feel like it. THE END
PS-I hate everything right now.