I'm worried
I keep looking at pictures of bjds which I would love to own. There are so many beautiful dolls in the world. Right now I've got Amelia (DDII), Milou/Susannah (Obitsu 60) and Mina Vespasia (CP DES).
When Milou/Susannah arrived it was like a revelation. Then Amelia came along and there were hiccups; no head, bad weather so no MSC coating for such a long time, stain dramas, waiting on the right eyes. It was quite a short time between Amelia finally being finished and Mina arriving, so it feels like I didn't get to fuss over and love Amelia for long before I was distracted by my first resin bjd. I feel bad about that, and am determined to make it up to Amelia.
But what will happen when I get another resin bjd. Will I have even less time to spend with my other girls? Will I appreciate them even less because I'm so distracted?
What about Mina? She is special to me because she is my first resin bjd and because she is so beautiful and mischievous. Will another resin bjd make her less important to me?
I don't know. Doll ownership is hard.
When Milou/Susannah arrived it was like a revelation. Then Amelia came along and there were hiccups; no head, bad weather so no MSC coating for such a long time, stain dramas, waiting on the right eyes. It was quite a short time between Amelia finally being finished and Mina arriving, so it feels like I didn't get to fuss over and love Amelia for long before I was distracted by my first resin bjd. I feel bad about that, and am determined to make it up to Amelia.
But what will happen when I get another resin bjd. Will I have even less time to spend with my other girls? Will I appreciate them even less because I'm so distracted?
What about Mina? She is special to me because she is my first resin bjd and because she is so beautiful and mischievous. Will another resin bjd make her less important to me?
I don't know. Doll ownership is hard.