Oct 16, 2006 00:21
Today was a jazz day. I settled in my grandmother's old sweater from the 70s, put on my sweatpants, tied my hair back, put on some Vince Guaraldi Trio, and went to cleaning up my room and cleaning up my life. I'm so happy. In these moments I feel complete. It's nice to wake up and not have questions.
I know.......and it feels amazing.
I find myself looking out my window a lot and feeling so blessed. How lucky am I to be here? Who gets to do this? My dream came true in every sense and it's wonderful.
Love, life, family, and friends. This is what I wished for.
I have them all.
I've waited my whole life to have them all and now I do. My efforts have now been turned towards keeping it that way the best way I can. My mom says to embrace these moments because they come far and in between and that this time in my life may very well be the best time of my life. So I'm gonna live it up and not let anything pass me by. My life is running strong and I'll be damned if anything holds me back from living life to the fullest...even my own insecurities and fears. I am thankful for my life and I will make it worth it to be here. Okay, I've said my peace.